Don't know where to start
Or sure where to begin
So many ideas thoughts bouncing around
Do they mean anything will they get me anywhere
Trying to help but no one cares
Went away not expecting others to beg or stay
Learned so much changed tried to fit in
Don't belong or not meant to be
Being alone writing takes the memories away
Sets it all free held onto everything
Thought it would matter mean something
Too bad it's not important to me
Making others happy but not happy it's where I ended up because not what I see myself doing
Not where I should be or doing what was set out to be done
Learned how to treat people interact trying to move up someone told me if you help others it makes you successful and find gratification. Sometimes helping the wrong people but doing the right thing
Staying loyal and true to all the wrong people most of all staying true to myself looking at what's within not settling failed but crazy enough to comeback for more. Won't take no but it's all others throw my way shades of hate comes with pursuing greatness.
Encouraging others to pursue happiness while others discourage sending negativity so they can knock you feel equal but insecurity false sense of empowerment