Sometimes I wish I could go back in time to the moments when things felt like a trance, perhaps I could piece back together the pieces of the puzzle that were falling out, and stick it back together with paper glue. Sometimes I wish I could stop analysing moments with a microscope, and stop and enjoy what truly is at the moment, maybe if I just head in another direction, it will all fall into place, and I'll know for sure, why my heart feels this way.