Love is fickle? When you both don't feel it. How can love not fix all? It's what is worked and strived for, and no one can explain. Your a captive cow in life, your meaning is to be slaughtered. Hearts break and body's shake when times like this occur. Love all ways ends in heart break. Love never finds its course. While we sit here and mop and sob love opens another door. When that door is open you sit and wonder with eyes open wide and Jaws dropped. Love is like a siren,  lures you in and kills you. But can you not go backwards, can doors not be kicked down? We fall hard weather it's in or out of love. But can't that be reversed, just like J Alfred Prufrock once wrote, do I dare disturb the universe? Do we dare walk backwards in this balance of life? Why can't we? Why won't we?My life is a constant walk upon a side walk, but can I not decided to run? Can we not decide to change these things? The answer is no, we can not. Instead we will remain in are walk, slow and steady and comfortable. Petting dogs and waving to children, while are body's are eaten up like black widow young. Do I dare disturb the universe? No. I don't.