You're the smell of blood running through my veins
Slowly clotting my lungs after we kiss

You're the cry for help coming from my guts
When I feel you getting closer

You're the terrifying sound of the words stuck in my throat
A lingering goodbye I never get to say to you

You're the hate I desperately crave to feel
Towards you... towards us

But you're also the sweet taste of the love you pretended to feel
And that I deeply knew could never exist

- Custodio