There is so much
So much in my head
So many things I wish I could say
I wish I could say to you
But I only have these thoughts
In certain moods of the day
In anger, I want to say:
That you act like immature teenager sometimes..
That sometimes the things you say just aggrivate me to no end..
That it makes me want to smash my head against a wall..
That you don't know as much as you think..
In sadness, I want to say:
That I miss seeing you
That I sometimes feel like I don't know you anymore
That I feel you drifting
That I feel I'm losing you
That you might already be gone...
In happiness, I want to say:
That you are one if the best things that ever happened to me
That I don't regret a thing with you
That all I want to do is sit with you and just talk the day away
That I love you...
But I can't
Because you aren't here anymore
And when you are its too brief to say it
And if I do, you might leave
So these can only stay as
Things I wish I could say..