Holding the silver knife You had yours and I mines Shiny as dimes My eyes fooled me And as your anger poured out All I could think was about the twinkling lights All those times I'd suffered but been determined Even if I had To sacrifice me I'd help you Cause what else could my life mean Not like I found any quality in me And then I realized every single thing I wrote The way you looked at me How I spoke You were just repeatedly stabbing me and I had my hand on the knife