The depth of pain is unreasonable;
I feel as though my heart is gone,
How must I do this , how must I go on.
I feel something as.. if once was, now is not.
Here nor there
But where?
Total loss.
It is no longer here or there but now everywhere,
Everything is everywhere and total loss has consumed me.
In my head loss has confused me, I'm scrambling for an answer to justify what was taken.
I feel like a Director don't you see, having a hell of a hard time getting everyone in costume.
I feel as though all my actors and actresses are running in complete chaos to each of their own world, scrambling,
Everyone is on fire compromising to time, the show starts soon..
Take your breathe, bow your head,
Everyone is waiting,
I feel like everyone is waiting,
Loss is the same pain felt when being told the  show is cancelled right before the curtains open,
Total loss of a world,
Heartbroken,
Snatched before your eyes.
Loss consumes me so.
It consumes me so,
But I won't let it take control.