So i now realise that its 4:03 in the morning, and im not suffering in the slightest. So many thoughts are racing through my head. Maybe i shouldnt of drank that much. Maybe i shouldnt of smoked that ****. Im 15 for christs sakes. If i was seeing other girls doing this idiotic ****, i'd be looking down of them so far, i'd be peering into their souls, and their excuses for doing the inhuman things they do. I dont have an excuse. I do things for the hell of it. Simply because it blocks out all the jocks, indies, nerds, and everyone inbetween. **** it, i'll run away. Please run away with me. ****, i must be delusional. It is 4:10 after all.