I can't flee from you Feel free from you Cutting up my knees Frolicking through the trees A grin crossed my face I pirouetted with the sun I appreciated the iota of things I realized that to me beautiful was broken I was a token of a messy art I realized I was too fragile to remove the dart from my heart It poisons me and the demons are raging Plunged in mind They'll only dream leaving me I'm in a nightmare you call life I call myself a ghost cause I've been drained of strength I'm like noodles being strained I told myself I'd try to be happy But all I feel is pain Tailspin met a whirlpool The whirlpool met a bigger storm The storm met the ocean And I was borne
I know I said I would write something happy but ... that's just not the way I feel