you always had a way with words, always knew when to quiver your voice or heighten your pitch to get me to fold in half crooked seams what horrid things you'd never say but didn't have to cause that, that was all in your face your eyes the way you'd never say my name only ever in dark fields or dim rooms, always the next town over and I always heard that secrets can't be kept but you kept me in your pocket, folded up to occupy the least amount of space you so generously gave to me.