I’ve been doing so well without you
I can’t believe I still cant numb the pain
Your hair leaves remnants on my bed
I hear your screams in my head
And the pain you’ve left me with
Still vibrates thru my chest
I hate how much I love you
Scarier versions of ourselves
The monsters we cultivated
How can so much pain bear so much love?
It’s that passion that led to this insanity
I’m still here yelling in your face
And you still can’t hear me.