I haven't drank I don't self harm anymore I don't want to forget I love you I love you as high as i am I love you in the morning while im checking my phone hoping something changed I love you at night while i check again I love you while i have someone else take my phone I love you while i put all our photos in a keepsafe with a password a friend set I love you as i try to open it and look at you I love you while I'm going crazy I love you when im too high and I can only focus on what is important You