I am living in a place I don't want to be It's not a home can't you see No laughing and no fun If it were not for thoughts of you I would run I sit in this room and stare at the walls Thinking of you and my mind stalls It's so scary to be all alone Sometimes I feel just like a drone To think of what I had It makes me so frigging mad These thoughts in my head will not stop Too much stress I'm afraid I'll drop Back to the room once again The clock is ticking And the the light that won't stop flickering All I see is darkness and I am scared of what I will do If this love in my heart could shine so I could see way I may live to see another day I want to go back to the place I called home A place where I was never alone