I don't know what is going to happen to me. And i don't know what i'll feel fully when it does Buty what i do know is that im waiting, and im ready. The pain maybe tough the heart break may crush more than any force within me, But i will stay strong til i drop. It maybe sooner than i think these events. It maybe later than what i think but many things come unexpected but one thing i do know is that i'm excited to go home my vessel will be connected to earth for what is there it was created my wants here may not fullfill but im okay with that. For i accept my fate.