My lips are smiling but my heart is aching
My eyes are sparkling but my soul is dying
All this time, I have worn a mask
To hide the suffering from this painful task

I laughed at jokes and play around
but deep inside I'm on the ground
They seem to think that I'm okay
little by little I'm slipping away

I'm not strong enough to voice it out
I'm always anxious and have many doubts
To see Your face, I wanted to
All I want is to reach out to You

as my eyes were closing and everything is fading
I guess this is the end, I will end up dying
just when I thought it's over, I saw Your face
You came up to me and held me in Your embrace

You held my hand lifted me up
You rested me in Your sacred lap
You told me then to worry no more
for God the Father is with me Forevermore