--- Toward the middle of something it seemed 42 years was. Anyone 41 can make it to 42 by rejecting the chemo treatment or the cut & burn. One canst sit about & wait for offers pouring in. One neither can do much about anything. One day doing nothing I'm out of breath. I can eat cheese, no meat, take tea & sugar with concentrated lemon, dose myself with C, L-lysine, noni juice, have an egg, bread, untested well water, work w/lye, climb a ladder @ 3 a.m. unarmed.