I just wish you had ******* stayed Left my life, yet again Leaving me with this ******* pain In my soul, it starts to grow Sleepless nights doing blow Staying up so I don't dream of you Staying high so I don't feel about you But I still think of you, when I'm high, I still daydream. I cant get you out of my ******* mind. And I'm trying not to cry but there's something about you I can't numb myself to unlike everybody else in my life