she sees a world of hurt
she sees a pain too big for her to handle
when she tries to conqur demons
it brings her more pain

she wants to be normal
but what is it anymore
what is normal
i dont know anymore

the pain she hates
herself she hates
wants to be by herself
but is scared to be

she hates her life
wants to end it
wishes she could sleep all day all night
because sleep paralyzes the pain
that she feels on the inside

the wrost kind of pain to feel
is the pain you can easily mask
so no one else sees
whats really going on inside