Hot pancakes at 11 PM, dark roast coffee that burns my mouth, Vanilla wafers and skim milk, Moby's soft meow when she circles my toes, the view from my messy desk, frigid winter days, frigid winter nights, showing others my favorite movies, feeling myself, hearing loved ones say my name, the thought of a stable future, forehead kisses, bad cult classics, spontaneous day trips, the ability to live for new things, the feeling that I'll make it out just fine, now knowing I'll make it out just fine