do you ever stand six feet deep in the messes you've created wondering how the hell you're going to get out?
i sift through my past once a week, flip the pages back ten at a time, trying to pinpoint where exactly i went wrong.
but that one page i seek is strangely elusive. all i can tell, magnifying glass gripped tightly in one hand and a bottle of jack clasped in the other is that i've ridden this downward spiral for too long now.
reaching out, i switch on the radio; and that one song, it goes on and on.