I want to love you in a way
no other woman has before
I am aware of your previous relationships
I understand the insecurities you have
yet as time goes on you grow more distant
and I'm beginning to question what I'm doing wrong
The closer I try to get to you
the further you pull away
You hear me cry in bed
and you ignore me anyway
It's getting to the point I'm sad so much
that I'm becoming physically sick
and when I ask you if you still love me
you yell at me for asking such a question
I've stopped wishing to feel your embrace
as the cool autumn nights set in
I've begun to prepare myself
for something I know is sure to happen