Their screams of terror Their cries for help Their weeps of sorrow Their the voices in my head
They have grown so old They have become so loud Now they echo all day long I just wish for them to gro silent
The voices in my head Grow more and more reckless That I can't even think Of the consequences to my actions
But no matter what they say or how they say it They love you just as mush as me Yet you dont see the love in my eyes And you cant hear the songs that they sing
The voices in my head Maybe sweet and comforting But most of the time Their sick, demented, and twisted
They argue over whether or not I should Put a gun to my head And all but one agrees For me to pull the trigger
That one voice who cares If I pull the trigger Is the voice of reason It's your beautful voice
The voices in my head Are they wrong for wanting me dead Are they right for causing my insanity All I know is that I can trust them
Every second of my time I spend listening to their screams Their cries and their weeps I realize why they do it
The voices in my head Echo my pain Because they know it And know my demons
The voices in my head Have never seen my heart Yet they know the truth to my lies And the tears not in my eyes
Of all these voices Yours is the loudest Causing me to put this gun down And think of a better way to end it all
The voices in my head Tell me you the only one I can and will ever love And the only one I can't hurt
But I feel as if The voices in my head Want me to be hurt Due to the pain I have dealt
I beg of them to stop And let me live on my own To die on my own terms But they continue on
Then I begin to notice That all these voices Are the voices of those I have hurt Except your one voice of reason
Could it be That all the pain Not only my own But the pain of others Is the reason to the voices in my head
The voices in my head Laugh as I piece together A puzzle to bid to understand A puzzle not meant to be pieced together
The voices in my head Grow louder and louder Even as I fight with them I realize why I write about war Because the biggest war is with myself
As I reach for the gun To end their eerie laughs I know it will bring satisfaction So I load and **** it back Squeezing the trigger slowly
Darkness engulfs me The voices stop Peace I don't have As tears roll down your cheek Another life I have wasted along with mine