When I last saw you,
I thought it would be the last time
That our eyes would meet.

We waved our goodbyes
We hugged the loneliests of nights.
Kissed the moon to sleep
Closing our eyes on the last ray of light.

When I woke up
it was the last thing I could remember
The feeling of you being next to me.

I felt the warmth of your body
Only to realize it was the sun
Heating up the other half of my bed

I made breakfast for two
Only to realize that I eat that much.

I waited 15 minutes to drive you to work
Only to realize I was only warming the car.

I smiled to my hearts content because I saw you from the side of my eye
Only to realize it was a street sign every time I stopped.

I walked to the other side of the car
To open the door!! For you!!!
Only to realize that I was only  getting my bag.

So I slapped my self in the face!!
And I woke up with you by my side...
You were pinching my cheeks good night.
Letting my tears touch the smile that you made.

Because I love when your next to me.
And every time that you are ...
You fade,
from the eyes in the back of my head.

The problem is
you were never there
in the first place.