Woke up. Cleaned the kitchen. Cleaned the bathroom. Cleaned the living room. Cooked food. Didn't eat. Cleaned the kitchen again. Got uncontrollably angry because I couldn't get a stain out of the carpet. Punched a wall. Laughed hysterically at myself for 20 minutes. Had a panic attack and cried hysterically for no reason. Forgot to eat. Can't stop pacing. Can't stop talking. And talking. And talking. And talking. Thought about killing myself. Decided it would be more fun to stay alive. I wouldn't die anyway. I'm invinsable. It's 4:00am now. I couldn't sleep even if I wanted to.