I remember  your those three words "I love you "
The way you persuaded me it to be true.
How mad I was I replied "i too".
I never saw that in your eyes..
But I trusted your constant lies..
The dress you gifted, the flowers you brought..
The day we dined together I enjoyed a lot.
I remember  your hugs and kisses.
Your songs your guitar your poetry pieces.
The way you praised me.
I felt low you raised me.
The way you pretended your love, was so intense.
Your performance made me lose my sense.
Then we met daily your place my place somebody's place nobody's  place..
You kept your character always in grace.
you came home with a bottle of wine I still remember  that night.
You kissed my head and hugged me tight.
You made me drink I lost control
You had me in arms that's all.
You unbuttoned me thew me on bed .
I tried to stop you with the courage I had.
Then I lost the battle, you won.
And after 10 minutes my purity was gone.
Then you dressed back and  planned to leave me .
It was my mistake i allowed you you to grieve me.
That day you didn't say "I love you"
How could you becz I was hating me too.
You went and I wanted to hold you for more.
I still remember the way you slammed the door.
Then no talks no chats you became busy.
I waited I waited I waited that wasn't easy.
"It's over"  I knew it but waited for you to say..
you said it on 21 October 2013 the monday
I wish if it were love not lust.
You broke me, my love and my trust.
You made me see a false dream.
Now all I have is a broken self esteem.
I hate the time you kept me.
Liked me loved me lipped me and left me.
I cried today after 4 years when you said i am sorry.
But I replied " don't...  because it wasn't a love story..
It really wasn't. ....
It just you said you love me