Distorted view of self The mirror never says im beautiful I cheer for others Presenting a happy care-free woman Unscaved by life and struggles Confident and strong Capable and wise Independant and dependable I choose my mask carefully My public persona important Dont want anybody to know The depth of my hurt A hurt so deep Dark and cold Light has never and never will reach Disabling pain I am ashamed My cross no-one must see The pain that tries to destroy Only ******* Cheer will power i rise Slowly building resilient Soon i will no longer feel it