You see when you are young and you go to school and as you are getting tought you feel as if you are sitting under the teacher and if you are a bad kid or like to muck around a bit you get a detention or a whack across the knuckles and sometimes you get the feeling like you are sitting under the teacher and the teacher is this big authority figure while the kid is a sucker/slave for the system Oh well, school is over when you turn 20 or 21 but you seem to always be learning always be a sucker/slave for the system and it is very hard to ever get your authority over s kid like what happened to you but if you commit a crime and get setenced to gaol for s few years you become a bigger sucker/slave for the system it is like a extension to school but it can be avoided All you have to do is avoid committing a crime and you don't get in there but gaol isn't like what it was on prisoner it is much worst but the psych ward is a horrible place where you see violence all the time and it is in the hospital You see I feel I have been a sucker/slave for the system all my life with my mental illness and **** But I found out that you will always authority figures around Telling us how to live our lives And telling us what to do The system is your environment And you need keep out of trouble or you will end up a sucker or slave to the system Authority figures can be conservative and some not quite as much I am on seroquel and serenace and something for my cholesterol and I want to be an individual and not be a slave or sucker to the system