"He's just not that into you"
I wasn't special
No social breakthrough

I know you don't look back
Not like I do..
I didn't matter like that..

My smile doesn't occur to you
And you don't recall
The way I believe in the music too

The prospect of getting attached
You loathed so much
You practically had panic attacks..

So I busy myself to ignore you
It hurts to accept
What I know to be the truth..

You don't hear that specific track
And think of those days
In your kitchen when I made you laugh

You've been quite cruel..
Looking back..
I should've thought less of you..

Because now I know you like that
And I know I'm a fool
Even today I'd still text you back..

Walking on eggshells, fragile rules
******* boundaries
Established as if I don't have feelings too

I wish you missed me back..
And I know you never will
I'm nothing to notice your days lack

I suppose I'm a proven tool
And now I'm just your fan
And a ******* fool..