only upon having synthesised this language
for 20 years, do i finally allow myself
the chance to: analyse it;
i didn't learn this language by analysing it,
i was a child back then,
when i embarked upon the path of
learning it...
   children never analyse what requires being
synthesised,
        adults? adults always analyse what
requires being synthesised...
i learned by synthesis, i never learned
by analysis, i was what you call a: mimic;
hence by variety of accents...
   but i have to be honest,
had i not discovered philosophy texts,
i would never have stopped synthesising
the english language, to analyse it;
  children always synthesize,
                    adults always analyse.