I hate myself! I hate myself! I hate myself! Maybe if I say it more than once, I'll stop believing the lies I tell myself each passing day. The constant praises I give myself when I know my actions will someday lead me into a pit no one can get me out will be the reason for my downfall. It has me wrapped around its finger and I no longer have the strength to uncoil myself. Save me! Save me! Save me!
My thoughts are not coherent I just really felt like writing something.