Overwhelmed and scared when I became a father

Worrying thoughts responsibility all came together

Battling alcohol addiction how will I get better

I stare into my daughter's eyes thinking will I be here

The future looks glime dark period doubts of fear

Distance myself from my wife and child drinking a cold beer

The devil got me captive I'm his servant

Spiraling out of control leading to a hellbound

Soulless hidden emotion's lacking to repent

Imprisoned in my mind I've lost interest in life

Miserable beyond believe it's hard to live and strive

Breaking down drinking my pain away to stay alive

I want to provide and be a role model

Teach and grow with my daughter unconditional

Find happiness to change to be a peace