If I relapse.
Don’t feel hurt.
Don’t hate yourself or feel betrayed.
I relapsed to no longer feel the Pain I carry on every day.
A Lifetime Gift You gave me.
A broken heart.
If I relapse
It’s because I can’t bare to believe I really Experienced The relationship I feared.
If I Use
It’s because I’m so hurt I Gave You my all to get Tears in return.