When we argue and ignore each other. I always say dream about the life we could of had If I wasn’t an addict & you we were A faithful person. Knowing myself, I strongly believe I could have made you the happiest person alive. With My actions And Sweetness .
I daydream Of our life without negativity.
I always vision you happy & smiling.
I always fantasize of a life With You That I cannot live in the real world.
I truly love you. I always have.
I don’t understand how you can doubt that.
Don’t be angry.
Please don’t Feel hate towards me.
Don’t Feel betrayed.
How can you expect me to change?
Yes, you’ve recently behaved.
But I’m still Sinking In The Sadness From the past event that you left unresolved?
How do I move on if all my problems are not solved ?
The situation is to heavy To Forget About completely.
These were repetitive Lies
All avoided and You don’t see how all the hurt you provoked Has built up and anything related will Remind me and hurt 100x more.
You can Do something about it.
Yes I’m complicated.
But there is a way. I won’t tell you.
If you really love me, you’ll solve it. After all through the worst actions I’ve forgiven you.