When we argue and ignore each other. I always say dream about the life we could of had If I wasn’t an addict & you we were A faithful person. Knowing myself, I strongly believe I could have made you the happiest person alive. With My actions And Sweetness . I daydream Of our life without negativity. I always vision you happy & smiling. I always fantasize of a life With You That I cannot live in the real world. I truly love you. I always have. I don’t understand how you can doubt that.