"It get's better" they keep telling me. WHEN ? When the hell will it get better? Some days I think it is better. I think that the thought of him isn't so harmful. But some days I just wanna lay down in bed and cry about everything. I never want to feel this pain again in my life. When will the thought of him not want to make me throw up. I hate him. When will he come back? When will he make me happy again... I hate him. everything about him and what he has done to me. I hate everything.