A porcelain doll of such perfection how they love your skin so fair and the depths of your dark eyes and your long and flowing hair What an adored, beautiful angel truly the perfect porcelain doll but on the inside you are hollow there is not beauty there at all A porcelain doll of imperfection with beauty that lies skin deep there adoration of you is a misconception a tragedy for which I weep For I know that you are no angel that you have fallen far from grace you are just another devil in disguise with a perfect porcelain face And when that porcelain shatters they still refuse to see all the cracks in your character that are very plain to me A perfect, porcelain goddess an ever radiant porcelain queen how they worship the mirage of you blind to the truth that I have seen
I wrote this several years ago out of deep anger and scorn toward someone that in truth I love wholeheartedly. I grew up competing for my parents affection and whereas I could do no right my sister could do no wrong. It brought great hurt that turned into bitterness and ultimately destroyed us. I am happy to say that we have rebuilt our relationship into something beautiful, but for a long time we barely spoke to each other.