For these are the worst days of my life
When I feel that I am on fire and that
There is the Urgency of treating some
Issues and that nothing is done, I sinner
Would sit on the mat in front of my bed
Do a Rosary and feel that it is a sort of
Atonement of my Sins by God, for my
Reason or my Stupidity commands me
That every evil or good that I would do
There shall be some Rewards, So I
lay on this mat and filled with the
Horror of the situation, would feel
Like it's my condemnation, that it won't
Be long, Sad, Remorseful, feeling ugly
And Ludicrous would feel like I am
Participating to a kind of passion of
Christ, for the humiliation feel so
                                                            In­tense!