All I want in this life is to be the hero you see in me... but I'm not, not even close. I wish so badly I could say that i was. I wish I could say that I am more courageous than the coward inside of me. I wish I was more than what people see, insecure, depressed, weak. I wish I could stop running, and face down the beasts that torment me. Like a knight covered in blood, victorious from the feat, thats what I wish to be. I am not brave, and I doubt I ever will be. But one day, son, I hope you know I'm fighting to be the Hero you see in me.