You will stay put, I know.
Even if I want you to go,
even if I ask you, beg you
to leave. I know you will
be hiding behind the door,
waiting for me to get back.
I know you will never leave,
because there are forces
we cannot control, we can't.
And you will love me, and hold me
in different ways, choking
the life out of me. I know.
You will **** me, silently
under the starts. And I know
there's nobody here, but you are.
In darkness and in light,
your sadistic little arms
around my neck, in a song.
You will stay, I know. Because
I command you to love me
tight as a noose, to appear
in my dreams, to sprout from
my head, to cut my eyes.
You will stay and look like her,
because I created you
in her image. I created you,
ghost.