when you hurt someone it shows then you have to live with it I don't know how to live with this all I know is I feel horrible I can't take this anymore I need a change For The Better I can't take on the challenges but what more can you do in life the hurt is real I need to stop cutting does not help you it makes life worse trust me listen I've been there done it I've seen the pain I put people through it is not pretty and you make your body ugly