I wish I had found in self more support and thought less of me weak Maybe then I wouldn't of run towards any I seek So much time spending worth in someone that never saw the worth in me Been made to sleep in floor as less than a dog should be treated Kicked in legs and **** told so fat so should be beaten Headbutted in face to hide their disgrace Told pills weren't enough to end worldly phase All turned around to make me look insane The worst was being poked and pinned cause the ex from years ago thought I had bed another Just had to make sure I was clean and safe A bit much to tell But if I can cleanse some of past hell So what! Farewell!..