I'm Down Lowering To the ground With every minute that passes I'm Caring less Depression is manifesting Addiction is controlling I'm not wanting These bad feelings are pouring Bones are aching I feel so weak I Don't Want, I feel I have too I warned myself, where's my brain? The mentality of Wanting to change ? My hope? My strength? Why don't I feel like changing anymore. I'm not afraid to lose Nomore I'm feining now.. for tweak IM sorry, I warned Me I knew this would happen I have already forgotten I'm ok now, with being a Drug Addict ... I lost my ways within 2 weeks All because my heart broke I lost my hope It can't be