All I Wanted was Real love.
I just Wanted someone's touch
To be specific I Wanted him
He's the reason I gave in
To open up a side of me
that's never been seen
I allowed to love
I put my guard down
Something I've never done
For no one
Even The Thoughts of drugs slowly drove out
I was focused On
His where abouts
He became my new addiction
I got lost on his smile
idk What made me Fall in love
He was not Sweet, he wasn't nice
I guess it was the drug that put me in a dream.
It got me seeing things that I'd wish he'd really be like..
I wasn't right
Now I'm hating on my self
All these drugs
These ****** Drugs ****** me worser than I've been before.
Now because of this
I want them more.
This relationship has been a lie
The Substance but him in disguise
Oh my mind how it failed
To see the truth of what was real
That love I fell for
Wasn't ever real.
My babylove
It proved it's self
Thats the deal, that's the only thing that's never done me wrong.