god i'm such a ***** up i can't do anything right everything i touch turns to **** and i can't do this anymore i can't keep ruining everything for everyone just leave me alone forget about me i'll only hurt you i'll only disappoint you i'll only make things worse and i can't keep doing that not to you and not to myself i can't live with myself it's too much to handle you can easily rid yourself of me but how can i rid myself of me