I'm done With Our love & anything involved with you. I can't continue on with this ****. I want both SS Sober & Single. Find me a new life outside of you. I'm Always suffering I'm sad, Down & frusterated. I'm always told "Your young & beautiful" "There are better men in the world" I contemplated at first. Saying il never love another. I shouldn't think like that. I shouldn't hate Love because of 1 that Ruined and broke my heart. I have hope. I don't want to smoke dope. Il one day be happy. Feel good naturally. Someone will come across me Who is a true Bf Who will not make me feel bad Who will truly love me for me. At the mean times I'm done being played silly I'm going to focus on my Sobriety. Eventually someone New will come between me & treat me how I'm deserved to be. I'm a great girl who can do amazing things. Aslong as I'm played dearly fairly. Looking forward To a real love. The one I had, Well You lost a good one