If only I could just listen to you and abide,
but you don't know how I feel on the inside.
If only I could make you hear my plea,
but you don't seem to care that this bothers me.
If only you could see I love him and you,
but for you, I can't have the two.
If only you could see it's not as simple as "Your family or him", you don't see it as hard,
but you don't see this is making my heart charred.
If only you could see I'm not who you want me to be,
but you think who you want me to be is the real me.
If only I could make you see who I truly am,
but it almost seems as though you don't give a ****.
If only you could see how I walk around like I'm haunted,
but maybe if you did, you'd realize..
I'm not the daughter you wanted.