As we sat together on your couch, my legs sprawled across your lap, your arms wrapped around my waist rubbing small circles into my stomach, I wondered if this is just a fleeting moment. I wonder if we'll ever be in this same situation again. It had all happened in a matter of days: a simple talk, then holding hands under the table at the diner, and that unexpected kiss as you took me home. It all happened so quickly that I still feel as if I am sleepwalking.
But you know what? We both decide not to question the uncertainty of it all. Because answering questions now would get in the way, it could break the spell we have both been put under, it will wake us both from a dream that has been wished upon, a dream so painstakingly desired, but never mentioned. So we sit together and talk and laugh and smile ridiculously big smiles and we enjoy each otherβs company, knowing well enough that after this day, it only getβs more and more complicated.