wondering if I'm breaking through to rock bottom yet but I think I just gotta get used to it time has changed me and it's moving fast lot of good women with a lot of bad pasts gotta look past my own if I wanna last... and drop that victim ****! this is how life is... pushing against the current, wondering if it's worth it... I've got an anchor on my ankles, a voice in an empty vessel... spiraling seas, of thoughts, maybe voices... victim **** is victimless, until you're victim to their cringe-worthy-ness... and I get you're under some sort of stress, the darkness is what treats you best... but everyone dances in the shadows you're not rolling in this **** solo