I'm hollowing out. You put me through the wringer. What do you want from me? I gave you all I could off me. . I told you not to break my heart..my trust. I loved you with ALL of my soul. Seems it was all for nothing. I've been broken before. I loved you. I meant every kiss. . I don't know what to feel. My feelings are dissolving away with each tear. I..am..a..robot. . You don't know the extent of my past. You don't know how battered I've been. The lengths I've been dragged through. The secret I keep within. . Don't push me too far off the edge because I will not wake up to you. I have so much pain inside. Mental & emotional abuse hits the hardest. . I feel myself dying inside again. The light keeps fading from my eyes. My heart keeps beating off tune. It's sitting fragile in my chest. My skin keeps aching for an electric touch. My mind is so far away. I keep reaching out to pull it back but it's getting harder & harder. . Worst part is that no one cares.. When I'm not here don't look for me. Wherever I need people the most they take the knife and twist it in harder. . Don't look for me. Don't speak to me. Don't touch me. Don't hurt me ever again.