Tormented by deceitful thoughts
I keep seeing ghost
Ghost unknown to me
You promise you are clear minded
I Cant shake the feeling
That you already belong to someone
My soul pleads
My eyes reveal the torture
I smile to redirect
Inner turmoil
What to do
How to do it
I feel trapped by my love for you
Weary of your manipulative skills
How will it end
In horror or in joy
This fear born from past wrongfull lovers
I thought this wound healed
Only a thin scare did i see
Now it is a festering wound
Spilling blood
Bulging infection
I am disgusted at the sight

What to do
How to do it
Lost
Utterly lost
Fear creeps in
The shadows are alive